Is this a smile on my face?

i think it is. Life is kickinnnn right now nig. Summer is coming, I'm done with gay portfolio for biology. I got rid of some excess baggage that was bringing me down. Working out, tanning. total hot to extreme. Ruling everything in my life. Im still trying to get control over this different world, i tend to stay away ( Read more... )

Im giving up on loving him.

Its the weekend. That means, he's off my mind, and I am me again. No care in the world, but the happiness of my friends, and the joy in my bounce. DUH.

WHadDddudup.

Last night I went see Tyler Reeeeeed. YUS.

hm. justin kinda hates me. thats his deal though, im tired of having to explain myself after every little thing i do.. i have to understand that people just sometimes cant except things the way they are, and go with the flow.. they are always wanting more, expecting more then i can give. trust ( Read more... )

*deep breath*

... walks away from you, and anything i've ever felt...

its time for the game to come back, and the caring to stop. if you wont play fairly, neither will i.

I hope this is what you wanted

Seemed to stop my breath ( Read more... )

Ive been talking to Justin, hes supa fly ( Read more... )

Im exhausted. Last night I went to baton rouge, with Justin and Josh. it was a decent show, mewithoutyou, sure do put on a great show. The dancing and vocals were so good.

I really like the baton rouge shows, the ratio of guys to girls is so much better. It seems like every show i go to now, here in lafayette, there are more and more girls. I dont ( Read more... )

can I run back into your arms?

can I hold your hand again?

can I kiss you like before?

can I reach to you when I am in need?

Will you recognize your worth to me?

I know where I went wrong. I went wrong 23 days ago. I went wrong, when I opend up to you. I went wrong, when i let my guard down.. Ha, silly of me to believe your words. It was you who first said, we couldnt hang out anymore, If I DIDNT feel THE SAME as you, because YOU were getting closer to me.. It was YOU, who begged me to tell you how I felt. ( Read more... )

Why does tonight have to end? Why dont we hit restart and pause it at, our favorite parts. We'll skip the good-byes. If  I had it my way, Id turn the car around and run away, just you and I.

i dont want to speak these words

i dont want to make things any worse

time flys by , at the sound of your voice, its close to paradise, with the end surely ( Read more... )