I keep wanting to delete this damn LJ account, but I guess I should keep it because I do have some good stuff in here, at least the stuff from when I first started my journal. Plus, I don't always want to post everything on my Myspace blog, so I need a back-up space to put all the crap that's inside my head that I can't put on there. I know for ( Read more... )

I was thinking I might as well just delete my LJ account, since it's been months since I've updated. But, I can't forget LJ and the tough times it got me through, just by letting me vent, if not for anything else. I love looking back three years ago when I first started my account and reading my entries and remembering how I felt when I wrote ( Read more... )

I hate hearing about guys I've dated (who I'm not completely over yet) going on vacation with their stupid girlfriends, and seeing pictures of them together on vacation. Especially when they meet stupid celebrities that I would've loved to meet, and I can't help but thinking, "damn, I could've met those people if he had stayed with me instead of ( Read more... )

So, in the last post, I mentioned that I had met the perfect man. He was hilarious, sexy, fun, incredibly sweet, and respectful. The only problem? He was emotionally unavailable...because he was still in love with his ex. Apparently she showed up at his house, crying, and they talked for hours and ended up getting back together. This is so ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been awhile since I've updated my LJ. In my last post, I mentioned how freaking lonely I was getting, and I'm happy to say that this feeling no longer affects me. The reason? I've been dating a local celebrity. He's a DJ on my favorite radio station, and he's on the morning show. It's funny, because looks wise, he's totally not my ( Read more... )

Dammit, I think the loneliness of singledom is starting to hit me. I keep seeing couples together...walking their dog in the neighborhood, shopping at the grocery store...and it's making me jealous. Plus, I'm growing tired of sleeping alone. It's nice to be held every once in awhile. I haven't had sex in two months and it's starting to get to ( Read more... )

My birthday was tons of fun. I love birthdays mainly because it shows you who your true friends are, and who really cares about you. My coworkers took me out to La Bares last weekend and they all got me gifts, which I thought was so sweet because I wasn't even sure if they really liked me. My friend Elizabeth took me out for dinner on my ( Read more... )

It's so weird how people come in and out of your life at the strangest times. Paul, the BMX boy I was dating over the summer who randomly left "for a month" (and still hasn't returned...six months later), randomly texted me several times this week. This is odd for several reasons: 1. It was obviously a weird foreign number, 2. He hasn't really ( Read more... )

I'm excited about SXSW this year...this guy who I used to date called me yesterday after not speaking to me for almost four months. I feared the worst, figuring he was calling me to tell me he had an STD or something. It was just that it was really random to hear from him. But it was strictly business...when we were dating, he talked about ( Read more... )

I've been kind of busy lately for some reason. Work...going out downtown...going to a show...working out...shopping...and cleaning have been my life for the past week or so. I'm still doing great in my quest for a better me. I'm pretty happy and just having fun and enjoying life, not even sweating the fact that my birthday's in 13 days (but who' ( Read more... )