its hard to start from the beginning, that is basicly what i am doing right now, starting over in all areas of my life. its a neat experience if nothing else. its like being born with knowlege, but without all the muscle to do what you know how to do. knowing that you can walk but not having the strength. its embarassing more than anything, but i ( Read more... )

this weekend needs to be productive... no matter what! i am starting to feel the tug of responsibility more and more ( Read more... )

the only thing i can lean on is that God is going to make this whole thing turn out better that how i came in...

if only...

but i was not online to put them up, and i also forgot the dates, so those are going to stay with me ( Read more... )

i am a bit out of sorts today. i a feeling a bit better, but my lips hurt really bad, and i am NOT attempting to reference the obvious ( Read more... )

watched Mission Impossibal 3 again today, and it was just as intence, a good flick to say the least ( Read more... )

some days are longer than others, and that dosent meen that they are bad/good. just rolled into Denver Colorado. i am staying within 5 blocks of 3 starbuks.... looks like i have found my home.

Today was quite a life changing event for me. Every one that I met today totaly touhed my heart. i can never look at myself the same way again.... all that i see in myself is selfishness, and i am going to change that ( Read more... )

man, two days of working so hard really helps ya feel like a man. i am glad that i can help Marlo have a really nice office. no one deserves it more than him ( Read more... )

Things are changing in my life. I am quite excited about that. I am revamping my life to better suit my life of Servanthood. I know that this is going to be one of the most challenging times of my life. i know that just because my life is changing, dosent mean that my problems are gone, or that they will even be easier, EVER. but i do know this. ( Read more... )