i have this place in my mind that i like to think about.. a sort of unfinished basement that's a lot like the tech lab of my old middle school or a huge boiler room. it's dank and clammy. it's dark and there are a light bulbs coming out of the dark plywood pegboards. the floor is made of paint-stained concrete that feels warmer beneath your feet ( Read more... )

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i am almost finished with deborah and ian's mix. i think it is going to be my favorite of all the one's i've made them. it's very beautiful and very simple in it's intricacy, i think. which makes no sense but who gives a damn? i will write her a letter as soon as i am done with it and enclose -( with the cd and letter )- the earrings i made her ( Read more... )

i hope i can get the rest of the things finished on my lists before we leave.

i'm excited that the walk of shame have an acoustic show next thursday. i love them so much. my brother is so rad. his music use to blow so many goats and now it's way perfect.

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wednesday-

headlights? +

thursday-

headlights? - where is elise? +
pick out clothes for next three days +
pack the rest of clothes +

p.s. deborah, i'm really sorry i haven't been able to call you, i'm so fucking busy i could shit. i promise that i will call you tomorrow if i don't talk to you tonight. i love you.

i have a plan for the rest of the time i'm here to prepare for the move. i will be marking off what i have done each day as i go..

monday-

go get money from western union +
talk to elise about headlights +

tuesday-

headlights? +
clean room +
do laundry +

Ich habe mein Journal wiederholt. Ich liebe es. Es ist perfekt.

Ich fühle, wie ich mich auf Inhalt mehr als irgendetwas muss konzentrieren anfangen, aber es scheint, wie ich Zeit nicht erhalte, zu sammeln meine Gedanken, viel weniger Verfahren und zu interpretieren, aber verfolgt ist aus heute Abend und ich habe einen Ausbruch schöpferischer ( Read more... )

i've been sick for the past couple days and now chase is sick. this sucks.

the upside is that we spent a million dollars on chinese food last night.


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i have too much to say and it's killing me. i'm sick to death of not updating but i've needed to soak up the lights in the dark, the cold.. winter in love. i'm working on a mix for myself that say all i need to say and get my back to some more responsible state of being.

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