i like believing that everything will fall perfectly into place after the whole world changes in 2 weeks.

maybe orange county just produces kids that are apathetic about theme parks.

two years ago this month i threw away a life in hopes of starting again. i cursed, cried, and condemned reguarly. i started a job which turns many like me into career waitresses. i fought happiness ( Read more... )

i can not wait until christmas!

i already have my eye on the presents i want to buy for the ones i love.

EEK! i'm excited.

i just laughed so hard my belly hurts.

today was beautiful in every single way

For the past three mornings i have been waking up in a panic because i have been having the most vivid, disturbing, coloful, violent, shocking, fast-paced dreams that i have ever had in my life.

anxious!

on my bedroom floor there is a beatiful matte black shopping bag with five simple silver letters on the outside. Inside the bag there is a large pyramid shaped envelope that occupies the entire space of the shopping bag. Once removed, that package can be opened to reveal a small black monogrammed cloth bag that has drawstrings on both sides. If ( Read more... )

the impossible suddenly seems probable.