don't know what to do with myself...but i am definitely okay with that for the time being.

oh and good riddance michael jackson,
you creepy fuck.
yikes.

it's been a while. a hot minute,
somewhat of a hiatus maybe.
but what i've really got to say is still all
in my head.
so what have you?

i have it all.

no more talking.

some days i just want to float away.

some days i don't think she'll be able to keep up.
some days i don't think i want her to try.

some days i wonder what it would be like without her.
some days i cry for thinking about it.

one day, i will
make
that
decision.

just not today.

Today was a rainy day. All I wanted to do was sleep, but I had school at 9:35 and unexpected work afterwards. And now I'm semi-busy arranging and rearranging and cramming stuff into my new room. But I've had enough for the night. I've done enough so that my mom won't bitch at me for being unproductive. She has her bitching down to an art, so I try ( Read more... )

Tonight is a rare occasion. I'm doing school work ( Read more... )

I haven't written in this thing since I was in 11th grade. I hope it will do me some good, or entertain the two people that might read it.

Anyways...I'm about to get off work.

And that's kool.
Much kooler than thinking of what to write at the moment because I'm entirely too hungry to be establishing any other train of thought.

[x] I've smoked weed.
[x] I've gotten high.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I've attempted to run away from home.
[x] I've lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I've failed 2 or more classes in one marking period.
[ ] I don't like Bush because from what I hear, he is dumb.
[x] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[ ] I ( Read more... )

Kisses...

(bold your yesses)

on the cheek.
on the lips.
on their hands or fingers.
on their ear.
on their eye (lid).
someplace not listed.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
younger than me.
older than me.
with jet black hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair and blue eyes
with flaming red hair.
with straight hair.
smaller/shorter ( Read more... )

"It's Everyone's Fault But Mine ( Read more... )