Do you ever feel as though you don't exist?

You’ve filled out your applications, gotten your recommendations, sucked up to your teachers, written and rewritten your essays. You’ve taken the SAT’s five times, the ACT’s twice, four subject tests, and four AP classes. And then you’ve licked all your envelopes, stuck all your stamps, crossed your fingers, and prayed for the fat acceptance ( Read more... )

I love my country.

...but have occurred while working at Canobie ( Read more... )

10 things I won't miss upon leaving Alvirne ( Read more... )

1. Pick 20 of your favorite movies.
2. Go to imdb, and post a quote for each.
3. Try to identify the movie from the quote (no looking them up, googling, etc)
4. Enjoy.

1.  -"It's a funny time to say this, but..."
     -"What?"
     -"I wish I knew you better."

2.  -"I forgot to tell you."
     -"Go ahead."
     -"You can't imagine how much I feel like ( Read more... )

...I'm going to actually make effort and do it.

Though at this point it actually seems difficult, as this is vacation and everyone's out doing stuff, but I'm going to try my hardest and sit on my ass in my pajamas, dance to loud music, play guitar hero, and do a lot of nothing. And sleep.

So therefore, I am not leaving my house before Monday. Nope. ( Read more... )

KILL ME NOW. 

Multimedia makes me want to shoot myself in the head sometimes. I have NOTHING to do.

I want to leave so badly that it hurts. It feels like there really is nothing left for me here...for the first seventeen years, this town was enough for my childhood curiosities, but I want to know what's "out there." There's a huge world beyond this little town; there's so much I haven't seen, so much I want to see. And I have so little to hope ( Read more... )