ha. FUCK LOVE, FUCK HIM. i got my heart ripped out, once again, only this time i was the one who went to jail. i think i finally understand the full meaning on the word "irony", because it equals my life.

so my car got stolen this weekend...and it REALLY sucks. but i met this boy, and we're madly in love, so i'm experiencing the polar extremes of emotion. but i've gotta admit, every minute of it is worth it. i'll take the sour with the sweet, because it makes the sweet so fucking good.

i <3 you.

FUCK LOVE. FUCK HIM. FUCK YOU. FUCK LIFE. FUCK GETTING CLEAN. no one else seems to give a damn, why should I?

hahaha. my name's rita and i like to smoke hash or make it seem like i'm a badass and smoke hash all the time. bahahah. jk. i'm sorry rita. i love you. we can still be friends. even if we smoke hash and get FUCKED up and have no idea what the fuck we're doing. oh my god. ldafjdfaksdjfla.dlkja.sd jfpaok jdfl;akjdf oasjdflk.asdjf; aksdjfp ( Read more... )

aaaaaaahhhhhhh. two days until christmas. i really need to start christmas shopping. ha, start. this sucks. i hate malls, i hate people, i hate traffic, i hate lines, i hate waiting, i hate shopping, i hate walking around, i hate buying shit for other people, i hate not knowing what to buy, i hate buying things i think people will like and ( Read more... )

wow. funny how your life can be so completely one way, and then in the space of about five minutes, be so irreversibly changed. i don't really know where to go from here. all i can do is wait; wait for some sign that what i'm doing is right and reciprocated. it's hard, but i'll do it. i'm waiting, and i'll be here waiting for him when he get's ( Read more... )

i'm in love.....and he loves me back.
<3<3

mwahahaha. just dined and ditched at some crack-ass denny's in phoenix. fuckin boyfriends, waking you up early to take you to breakfast. let's do lunch, i say. fuck that, i'm not waking up until dinner. oh, but i have to work. i guess i'll go. some guy ran into josh today and didn't say excuse me. josh said, jerk- you didn't say excuse me ( Read more... )

it's been a while. it's cliche, but i guess i've been jaded. i've dipped out on a lot of people. people i really care about, and who feel the same way about me. i'm sorry, life's tough right now, but it's getting better. thanks to everyone who's helped me. i didn't realize how much people do for me. so, i guess i'm trying to say that i'm ( Read more... )

can you remember the last time you could feel?