life is life is life.... and then some ( Read more... )

welp, i'm sitting downstairs, alone. i put ( Read more... )

Oh me, Oh life ( Read more... )

As I look back on my youthful posts, the ones with arrogance and deep honesty, I feel a disconnect from that person. The honesty is still boiling within me, but the arrogance has deteriorated with every source of genuine love I've encountered. I'm humble, shy and observant. I no longer want to be better than others, I merely want to learn from them ( Read more... )

I lost a person in my life, one whom I thought was a soul friend..... The last exchanges were confusing and very abusive from her end. I just can't reciprocate that type of hatred, even if it's justified.... There was nothing leading up to this, as it was a 6 year relationship that was comfortable being cyber and occasionally in-person, with a ( Read more... )

Even though the past has forgotten me, I have not forgotten the past......

this is freedom....an outlet that no one gives a shit about, or reads. how amazingly perfect. my pants are off and i'm typing stupid words about stupid shit about my stupid life. i pick my nose and flick boogers across the room. (added happiness for hearing the dry ones hit the floor) i fantasize about living alone in the woods, but realize the ( Read more... )

i am re-discovering the simplicity that is livejournal, something I adhered to in college and with whom I rejected shortly after. one can't be vulnerable on Facebook anymore, or if you are, you're risking social execution. (cue guillotine CHOP!) i'm old now, but not to people who are really old, like grandparents or Abraham Lincoln. i am 38. it's ( Read more... )

i will never have a relationship
with my parents.

we're all too intolerable, i think.

and it is now the second time i have come
home to my dad passed out on the couch with
porn playing on the television...

if it were anyone else, it would be funny.

update on my life, so i can remember just how strange and ( Read more... )