Yesterday I attended a Freestyle rap session. I found this insanely amusing. Most of the raps spoke of "ghetto living" and what not. All I kept thinking was, "Idiots, you live in Bucks County and attend college. How much could you possibly know of the ghetto ( Read more... )

Jen and I were planning on attending Nocturne, but this frozen rain put a damper on our plans. We still have next week, or the week after that, or the week after that.

I'm so bored with life. Does anyone want to hang out sometime soon? I need some new faces in my life. Let me know.

I used to use video games as a way to let my brain rot. I would sit in front of the old NES and waste away hours upon hours. My mind was blissfully blank. The only things I thought of was where to find the next mushroom. This sanctuary of stupidity is now endanger. Games today tend to be just too hard. They take much more time and much more ( Read more... )

I love stomachs. There is no other body part that makes me just melt. If I see a sexy tummy, it practically kills me. I actually get chills from the sheer excitement of it. Is anyone else like this with a body part?

While watching 20/20 with my father we began talking about teens and sex (the topic of the show). Most of the people on this show were pre-teen and I wasn't so shocked that they were engaging in these activities, but I was shocked by the openess they admitted to their sexual encounter. My mother knows that I am no longer a virgin, but to the best ( Read more... )

Everyone knows I am not a religious person. Nine years of Catholic school does odd things to a persons spirit. For years I have battled with the questions, "Is there a God?" and "Does Heaven really exsist?". After years of soul searching all signs began to point to "no". I just couldn't believe in something I couldn't see. All that changed this ( Read more... )

I am trying out Heathers new computer yet again. I think it is beyond slow, slower than the piece of shit that rests upstairs. At least I will have my own computer back. ::sigh of relief:: I have missed my own personal misery machine ( Read more... )

The snow is falling. There is a beautiful red headed woodpecker perching outside my window. I have been watching him on and off for hours now. He looks so happy.He keeps fluffing up his feathers and singing. His little red mohawk the only color on this white day ( Read more... )

I've missed my journal greatly. Lately I have felt so cut off from the rest of the world. I talk to no one except my family and Eric. I feel like my own little island. I am growing to hate it. I feel so alone and left out. I wake up, go to school, go to work, go home. It's the same old thing day after day. I'm in a rut. School is almost over. ( Read more... )

I was sitting outside enjoying the amazing feeling of a good book (Choke by Chuck Palahniuk) and unseasonal solar warmth. I love the feeling of sun on my skin (Remember to wear sunblock. I always dawn 55 SPF). The warmth is just so invigorating. It is one of the few things that makes me feel good and reminds me that I'm still alive (How fucking ( Read more... )