Why is it that I haven't updated (meaning a real update) in weeks, but yet I have nothing to write about? How is that possible? I'm pretty sure things have occurred. I'm just not sure what they are. "Lets do the time warp again!A certain someone found naked pictures in a magazine of some girl in our class. I was shocked and oddly entertained. I ( Read more... )

Dear Lord. I haven't posted in ages. This is not like me. What am I becoming ( Read more... )

I'm so tired my eyes are burning. This working two jobs is going to kill me. I can tell this by only doing it one week. I am already missing my days of nothing but me, the couch, a blanket, and Animal Crossing ( Read more... )

I'm okay. Don't worry. I just don't have anything to write about. I don't feel comfortable online. I shall probably write a real entry in a few days. I start a new job today. Yay!

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Hey! I have more stories then I thought! I doubt anyone will find them amusing but I shall nontheless record them ( Read more... )

I am still extremely depressed, even though things are working out exceeding well. I think knowing that our perfect relationship had this huge flaw that was so noticeable yet so sorely over looked really shook me to the core and left me feeling naked and scared. I have no desire to do anything but sleep and be mopey. I have also been very angry ( Read more... )

Beware of Cranky Pants. That is all.

My mum had a Mary Kay make-up party today. We went to her work and played with the make-up. I wanted to do a vixen-esque job, but they forced me to try something different. Claiming that I was a natural beauty, they made me spend two hours doing make-up to make it look like I had none on. I looked h-i-d-e-o-u-s. I am so fucking disguisting with out ( Read more... )

I think everyone is mistaking my pain for heart ache. It's not. Sure, it is there but there is more to that. I feel like I lost my whole future. I lost my best friend. I lost my laughter. I lost my smile... my fucking happiness. I... lost... me ( Read more... )