what the fuck...

[thelatespaceboy]

okay, so another day is almost over and i still feel sick to my stomach and out of breath depressed.
i've never been this sad for this long before.
does anybody know of any free/cheap mental health clinics or anything? does anyone have any medication they might want to share? anything?
i'm starting to get a little scared, here.

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[niuedreams]

Hey man. I wish we had hung out again before we moved. It'll be ok. Life gives you lows so the highs are higher. Your high is coming soon. You have all this creative energy and you'll soon figure out how to channel it into making your life wonderful.

Hang in there.

[thelatespaceboy]

thanks, man. i appreciate it.

[silentbanshee]

hmmm, when depression hits, it really hits sometimes.

I wish I knew of someplace you could go even just to talk to someone, I know we had a couple cheap clinics in Boston that they would send students to . . . maybe some local college kids could point you in the direction of one.

I hope you can find some time to spend with an old face if I can get some time off in December to visit Florida.

funny icon in cheap attempt for a laugh?

[thelatespaceboy]

byyyyyyyeeeeeeee i love yoooou

thank you.

[silentbanshee]

anytime sweets ;)

[sundownunion]

Hey Mike. After I clued you in on my livejournal this morning I thought to myself, "Hey wait a tick, I bet I have some stuff on there that people from work shouldn't read." And sure enough most of my entries include incriminating details and lots of swearing. I had totally forgot that I mentioned you in one, so I'm glad I said you were funny. Because of your sense of humor I am surprised by the somber mood of some of your entries. And while it doesn't mean much, I know, I can relate as far as feeling lost, depressed and even abandoned. If I knew, I would suggest to you the best medication for these ailments, but I have yet to cure my own psychosis. Don't be scared though. I'm told things always get better.

[thelatespaceboy]

i totally started to scan through your journal for smack talk about me for a second, and then i was like "woah. hmm. i don't even wanna know." so i stopped. ;)
i can be a funny bastard when i'm not mopey. i try to turn off any substantial "me" at work and just autopilot. it's sort of an escape from my own problems. i'm sure you can relate.

[sundownunion]

HAHA. No, I didn't talk smack about YOU. I clearly smack talked about (cough) other people. At this point I wish I could remember your screen name, because talking through posts takes forever. I suppose I'll ask tomorrow.

[thelatespaceboy]

spac3b0y
it's in my profile info too, lazy.

[my_own_sunshine]

Mikey, being that I'm so far away I can't offer much, but you and I used to have some pretty good conversations. If you want it, I'll give you my cell #. It would be good to hear your voice again.

[thelatespaceboy]

email me. and send your schedule, too. so i can know when to call.
*hug*