Maybe not like I dreamed, maybe not like you remember

May 23, 2009 22:04

It's my 4th marriage anniversary today. As far as I'm aware, I'm still married ( Read more... )

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merpatiputih May 23 2009, 17:40:11 UTC
I haven't talked to you in sooo long!

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merpatiputih May 23 2009, 17:41:01 UTC
Excuse my grammar; *a normal question.

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thelibertine May 23 2009, 19:29:46 UTC
I've been...hmmm. XD I don't know, nothing really changes much in my life. I've been indulging in movies, being deeply, deeply pissed that I can't get Ed Wood, perhaps annoying my neighbors, torturing/pleasuring (I'm not certain) my cat with cell phone ring tones, being unemployed, seeing nightmares, fucking with my LJ layout, sleeping too much, waiting for a miracle. You know, the usual.
You didn't really need to know all that, did you? XD

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brendons_butt May 23 2009, 18:19:00 UTC
I'm going to ask an open ended question: WHAT'S NEW? :) Did you get that job at the movie theatre? How's your leg? Etc. Tell me everything; it's about time we had one of our looong conversations again. ♥

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thelibertine May 23 2009, 19:37:34 UTC
Hey! I was just recently thinking about how much I miss those long long convos.
No, I didn't get the job. =( I don't know if it's even still a vacancy, they list it as one, but they never contacted me after I applied, so I don't know. They could have at least said something. My foot's reacting on weather like a bitch, hurts when I walk a lot, or just whenever it feels like it. I was gonna apply for a postman job, but I think walking 8 to 5 every day is just a BAD idea. Especially considering the insultingly pathetic pay for it.
My grandmother died about 2 weeks ago, I don't think I've told you that yet.
Other than that, nothing new has really happened. Right now I'm contemplating going to the grocery store to get chips. I'm cheap and broke, so I'm not sure whether I actually want to spend the money on the chips, but I really just get a kick out of going somewhere in the middle of the night.

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brendons_butt May 25 2009, 13:05:20 UTC
Hm, that's awfully strange. Maybe their response letter got lost in the post; there's a sorry excuse. ;) Oh, well. Their loss. Will your foot ever get better? It's been ages, it should've healed completely by now, but then again, I don't know what injury you went through, so. Awh, that sucks, man. I hope it gets better, eventually. ♥ LOL, postman. No, I don't think so. That's like a more grown up version of a paper route. I'm sorry about your grandma. :( Were you close?

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thelibertine May 25 2009, 15:31:52 UTC
It was through email, so maybe they thought I was spam or something and never even read my application. XD Or maybe they don't even read their email. I don't know, the vacancy note said to send it by email, so I did. Sucky, I kinda wanted that job.
Well, I suppose technically the foot is healed, but when you break something, it never gets completely better. It'll always hurt, just at different degrees. The atrophy from the time in the cast makes it all worse too.
I think postman is actually worse than paper route. XD 'Cuz it's government. The pay is $140 a month. I mean, seriously. That's just a slap in the face.
Thank you. I can't say I was particularly close with my grandma. But she was a nice person. I mean, my other grandmother is an abusive bitch whom I cannot stand. She's still kicking. But the one who died was really really old and sick, so I'd like to believe she was ready. I don't think her life was very enjoyable and she'd constantly mention that she wouldn't mind dying already. So, I guess it's for the better.

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iwantblood May 24 2009, 22:29:16 UTC
Personal question: What was/is your marriage like?

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thelibertine May 24 2009, 22:33:30 UTC
He ruined my life. Literally.

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iwantblood May 24 2009, 23:04:26 UTC
Because he was a bad person? (you don't have to elaborate if you don't want to)

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thelibertine May 24 2009, 23:07:09 UTC
Well, I don't know if you know/remember, but I'm stuck 5,000 miles away from home in a place I hate with a passion and the only reason I'm still alive is because I can't find a way to off myself. Well, he wasn't the reason I had to leave home, but he's the reason I might never be able to come back. He fucked up some very important documents and the situation is basically beyond repair. He also, obviously, thinks he did nothing wrong.
And yea, he's not a very good person.

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readmyletters May 24 2009, 22:47:31 UTC
:O what IS your eyecolor? And how do you style your hair/what color is it?

This is a good meme. Too bad you would be like, the only person who would ask anything otherwise I would post it.

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thelibertine May 24 2009, 22:56:53 UTC
It's like...light green, I guess. It's kind of a nothing-y color, so you can't even tell what the hell it is.
My hair is dark brown and right now it's just a semi-long unstyled mess, and I really need to cut it, but I have no money, so it'll probably be this mess for a while. XD

Oh, I'd ask you so many things.
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readmyletters May 25 2009, 02:10:58 UTC
That sounds like my eye color aha. The light green nothingness. That would be me.

And that smiley is really creepy. But I really like it :D And yeah that's kinda what happens with me. I know that if I post something, you will more than likely be the only person because you are the only one that I think really reads and takes the time to respond to me like I'm not just another post on your friends list.

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thelibertine May 25 2009, 11:58:00 UTC
Team Light Green Nothingness.
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lizzasaurus May 25 2009, 13:30:05 UTC
do you like hugs?

AHHHH I HAVEN'T BEEN ON EL JAY IN FOREVER D:

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thelibertine May 25 2009, 15:17:39 UTC
From friends, sure. But if a random person even touches me, let alone hugs me, I'll feel very very violated.

I know, I haven't seen you in forever. How could you give up the Internet for something as useless as real life? >_>

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lizzasaurus May 26 2009, 10:59:03 UTC
i forgot to be specific D: friend-hugs are amazing!

hahaha because real life ~beckons with homework (ugh) and drama (double ugh) and lots of fun (?) hahaha. <3

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thelibertine May 26 2009, 12:06:25 UTC

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