so my lip hurts. i'm not getting anywhere with this school stuff. i'm most likely moving to fountain park with everyone else. tax free weekend is over for me. mom sent more money. bought spyro today. horay. i think i might be hungry. ??????????????

( i told you i'd do this! )

two jobs again. i'm a workin' woman. yet i never seem to have money. i need a roommate......

we'll see how this thing at high times goes.

going to finish bleaching my hair in a few days. deciding on what color to go for.. red? purple? orange? all of the above? hmm. i need some suggestions. SUGGEST!

i need to go to the bank and get my $200 back ( Read more... )

"It's been a tough time for me this past year,
lots of questions who I am or what I wanna be.
I also found some answers the fog is gone."

i found heroin bob.

i am going to murder the bank. they first took $100 from me, i complained and they gave me back $60 or so, but they lied and they really didn't so i really didn't have money in there and now they just took another $100!! i'm fucking pissed of beyond belief and i'm going to go down there and shoot everyone and make them give me my fucking money back ( Read more... )

fuck boys. i hate boys. i had a great time the other night, but too many bad canversations and finding things out i didn't want to know, and no one to talk to. i had to call deby back over and comfort me. thank god. i was hysterical. first time i cried about anything thats been happening. i'd been holding every god dammed thing in and i finally let ( Read more... )

everything now is fake. its leading me on. leading me to nothing and fake hopes. karma. just make it stop. i wish it would just end and i could stop thinking about it. it's not getting me anywhere. just making me depressed and making me think about how pitiful i am. i'm ready to be a xan head and an alcoholic again. self pity gets me no where. ( Read more... )

you know whats sad? when you eat breakfast, lunch, aaaand dinner at the mall. for days in a row. and the great wrap guy waves to you when you walk up. and the ups guys say hi while walking through the mall asking what you're still doing there. even the chicken sampler guys say hi to me now.
i'm now opening and closing the store. it's kind of fun. ( Read more... )

( not too great. but whatever. )

stayed up until 7:30am. got up at 11. shopped with mutha. went and saw tabetha for a few minutes. screamed and cried when i left. went to comet. met casey at her house. ate dinner. went and saw charrisse and gerald. i miss charrisse. went over to joshs. went with casey to get cups at heb. almost walked into an automatic door. went back to joshs. ( Read more... )