so again i'm having really really bad heart burn at 2 o'clock in the morning. there's no tums or anything in the cabinet, so i go for the milk. i pour me a big glass and start walking back to the computer room and take a big big gulp to help the pain in my chest. but it only gives me a pain in the stomach and throat when i taste the sourness of the ( Read more... )

who got promoted? who? who? what was that?

yes! tabitha fucking got a big fat raise. and how long have i worked there? less than two months?

who fucking rocks? yes yes. i do!

not really though. i'm a huge loser and no one cares or will even stumble across this. i'll go on living my life in the same pathetic way as always. maybe someone will ( Read more... )

remembered someone from high school.
memories.
travis.
we were always partners in french because we both were horrible.
then.
remembered he died last year.
odd feeling.

here in this big house all alone again. company would be nice. guess not.

so i'm sitting in my what i call a "room". and i'm missing a lot. i don't like it. bread and corona. no phone calls or hello's from the people i want them from. yesterday was my day off, but i was called in. spent six hours organizing and discarding key-chains, lighters, and shot glasses. a waste of shot glasses is what i think. god. how i miss ( Read more... )

i'm never in the same town anymore.

in other news.
i came accross this again on ronnie's journal. it made me smile.

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shit! i keep finding all these things that i've missed with sondre lerche. shows, performances, more shows. grrrrr. and i thought i was pronouncing his name wrong for a week, but i wasn't, so ha.

i just realized again how fucking disgusting my pillow case is. i don't think i've ever washed it. except for the time i got blood all over it. but now it's purple from my hair. mixed in with the brown from the filth. it's supposed to be white. gross. noticing this will still not get me to wash it though.

i just got home. i have to go take a shower and wash the throw up out of my hair. :) last night was "fucking terrif". razoos. :) and people buying me beer is totally the way to win my heart. nrt. this might be the first time i was ever drunk in actual public. and it totally rocked. i need to stop biting people when i'm intoxicated... i've had such ( Read more... )

awe. my daddy just called. :) and as usual, just about a five minute conversation. he's having christmas up at the hill on the 2nd. don't know if i'll be able to make it up there and see all the family. he laughed when i told him ronnie got me the marty robins vinyl. he said he heard it last night on his way home. i love my daddy. i'm listening to ( Read more... )