thanks giving was great. last night myles leslie and i took chris to galveston to his new "love." whatever. IHOP was okay. watched chasing amy. good movie. my phone died last night so i didn't get to call anyone and tell them happy thanks giving. :( and the only people that called and left messages were frank/robert from junction who knows nothing ( Read more... )

this past weekend i'd have to say was one of the best i've had. thursday night i went to lake jackson and drank it up with myles and a bunch of his friends. they approve, which is great. got really drunk. woke up friday and me and myles drove almost 4 hours to new braunfels. we chit chatted it up with my mom, then went to comet to see casey and ( Read more... )

today was fabulous. got up and went to work. myles came and ate lunch with me. sweety. worked the kiosk for an hour and a half. then david called me while i was waiting on myles and ronnie at the apartment. it was okay at first, then i started crying a bit, (jerk) right when they decide to show up. bad timing. so i go into the apartment and ( Read more... )

last night was grand. casey gabe and i went to whataburger. we were going to go to the game, but everyone and their grandmother was there, so i bought a case and went to josh's place. this girl showed up who remembered me from high school. went on and on about how "cool" i was. i ended up kicking her or something. and her saying, "oh its cool its ( Read more... )

i adore that boy. god how i adore that boy ( Read more... )

not being able to sleep is really annoying. i ran out of nyquil last night. i need to get some sleeping pills. right now i can hear three different tv stations about the election, and i just want to go to sleep. i have to get up early to go to work. i've been laying there for about 3 hours now. geesh. im tired, why can't i just fall asleep? i need ( Read more... )

"'I think I'm cured. In fact I'm sure of it.
Thank you Stranger for your therapeutic smile.'
So that's how I learned the lesson that everyone's alone
And your eyes must do some raining if you're ever gonna grow
And when crying don't help, you can't compose yourself, it's best to compose a poem
an honest verse of longing, or a simple song of hope"

i remember the day my life turned into my own hell. where my feelings and opinions changed about everything. where i never smiled and never laughed. i hated everything. and i hated myself even more. now i have a day to look back on where i can remember when i became happy again. where i like myself again. and can be myself once again. no fake ( Read more... )

well. i love when i get woken up at 6:30 and can't get back to sleep. ah well. it's nice not rushing to get ready.  had a fabulous night last night. way to go red sox. loved that home run from the first hit. sat outside talking for a good part of the night. and i drank beer. ew. i need some damm liquor. lovin' the new lamb of god cd. it's wonderful ( Read more... )

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