Feeling like everything I really put effort into never comes out the way I hoped. If I don't make it up to my expectations it doesn't bother me too much, which is good. What bothers me is that I say "I'll do this different next time" and I never do. Like classes this semester. I'd be lying through my teeth if I said I put more effort than the ( Read more... )

First time I've reverted to explaining my problems on livejournal in such a long time ( Read more... )

14 hours from now, I'll be on a plane to New York. Holy Shit! I'm excited and scared all at the same time. Yea I've done it before, but there was something about this summer that really made me feel welcome and at home and just so incredibly relaxed. I'm really going to miss Carrie and Matt. These 2 youngens have helped me grow and mature and ( Read more... )

Man, the summer has been going by so fast! But what's really getting to me now is, after considering when I can see Mallory again, that we only have 9 days left to see each other!! Today is July 30th and I fly back up to NY on August 20th. 21 days becomes 9 because I work all day tomorrow and Monday, then leave for Boston on Tuesday afternoon for ( Read more... )

So I just came back from Dallas tonight (well, an hour north in Denison to be correct) after having 2 of the best days of my summer :D I went up to see Mallory because it's been forever since the cruise. I spent the night for a variety of reasons, but most importantly because I wanted to lol. Both sets of parents agreed 4 hours there and 4 hours ( Read more... )

Excuse my absence from the face of the planet cuzzzzzzz I went on a cruise to Cozumel!! :D ( Read more... )

I lieu of everyone else updating the journals, I feel obligated to do so as well ( Read more... )

Work is starting to get in the way. I either have a morning shift or an evening shift to choose from: 11am-5pm and 5pm-11pm. <--- Look at those times. HOWWWW am I supposed to hang out with people?!?! It's possible to work either of them, both, or none in a day. However, I usually end up working 5 or 6 days of the week. Scenario 1: I work in the ( Read more... )

:D yay a resolution! There's just something about 3am that works!

You know you're doing well with a girl when her friend says to you 'Hannah absolutely glows when she talks about you...you didn't hear it from me'

:D that made my day! Just too bad shes in Mexico for the weekend...o well im working tons so it would be hard otherwise.