I want to start new. Man haven't I said that a lot. I just really want to change. I can feel it coming. I am excited for 09' in hopes I figure out where my life if leading me. It's time to move on in every aspect. Time to really grow up. I'm excited, but I'm also scared. I have this extreme Peter-Pan complex. I really don't want to grow up ( Read more... )

let me know, do i still got time to grow
things aint always set in stone
with that being, let me know
let me

seems like streetlights glowing
happened to be just like moments
passing, in front of me so
i hopped in, the cab and
i paid my fair, see
i know my, destinationbut im just not there ( Read more... )

I am fine ( Read more... )

COLORBLIND - BETWEEN THE BURIED AND ME ( Read more... )

I suppose with everything I've found out about the guy I loved and supposedly loved me with all his heart, I should be sad and whatnot. Not when I kind of knew the whole time. I wish I could say that I knew he loved me, if that was the case, I wouldn't feel like I wasted 3 years of my life. But I do feel my love was used and abused. But it's ( Read more... )

I feel like someone has pushed the repeat button on my life. I continually make the same mistakes thinking certain circumstances, people and situations might change for the better. Well, apparently just hoping is not enough. I have let everyone around me dictate my feelings, resulting in confusion and disarray. I feel the only time I'm truly ( Read more... )

Ah, yes. I have gone into secluded hiding. Why, you ask? A) Because I can. B) Because I make too many mistakes when influenced by others. C) I'd rather think my problems away than drink them away. At least at home, I can make as many mistakes as I want and the whole world won't judge. I feel incomplete. I'm lacking something major. I know ( Read more... )