I have had a crazy semester. I've found my real friends in life and they are Texans! I love my friends here. I'm dreading coming home because I love them too much. It will be nice having sober fun on the strip instead of wallfart! I am shocked I haven't been a drunken whore! I never got the freshman fuck hahah! I am proud of myself for not fooling ( Read more... )

i don't write much anymore not that i don't have anything to bitch about....but, i just don't have time. I don't have time to keep in touch with my friends from LV. I pledged last night for Mu Phi Epsilon....no I'm not a sorority girl....hell no! It's a music fraternity....it was pretty awesome! I'm still pretty depressed about the whole not ( Read more... )

i'm tired of music but, i have no passion about anything else. I suck at singing and I pretty much admitted it by taking a leave of absence....i didn't even try to fight. i've lost the fight that gave me my edge. i'm just an anal personality going nowhere quickly!

I wish I could remember the love I had for singing. I remember the way it used to make me feel and now I feel nothing. I just wish I could go back to being myself and loving what I do. I hate how I'm becoming here. I just think I'm the greatest singer in the universe and then when I practice I just want to kill myself because nothing feels right. ( Read more... )

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

Well, TCU! What can I say about this crazy place? Well, I'm stressed like no other...it looks like I have 15.5 credits but, really it's closer to 23. Being a music major is extremely stressful but, I'm dealing with it. I had a voice lesson on Monday...Dr. Kim is insane! So this man lays on the floor with his legs spread like an eagle then puts a ( Read more... )

so today was my last thursday here...it makes me sad! Basically, i had an awesome day. i talked to my roommate she is really cool! She's not deaf and is totally awesome! she has a disability much like mine...heheh! whatever our room is soooo halloween! i have orange and she has black....it will be cute so everyone can lick my toes ( Read more... )

i am actually really happy with my personal life at the moment!

Why don't I take my own words and use them? I am a hypocrite...I tell people to not expect anything from anyone because then they won't be let down and look what happens....I GOT LET DOWN! I'm tired of being meaningless to people... guys in particular. I'm so ready just to say fuck guys and just hookup with random people but, I don't want that. I ( Read more... )

I LOVE KATIE AND ASH-DICE! i like that nickname for her...my dad totally said we looked like lesbians it was so funny! i chuckled! Those girls made me so happy and i owe them everything because i haven't been that happy in a long time. it really awesome to know i have friends who come bearing cookies, cosmo, and flowers!!!!! Also, i have the ( Read more... )