Almost 46 years ago I started writing on the internet (that's 7 years real world time). In that time I've seen two presidents, one be disgraced by scandal, innuendo and a vicious attack by members of the media. The other started an illegal war. I've also seen little sites like Fark, ebay and google become huge conglomerates of internettery when ( Read more... )

I started keeping a hand written journal this week. I figure I can get down my raw thoughts and then put them together in some kind of coherent fashion in my online journal. Here is a little set up for this entry. I am helping out a friend (and myself really) by working at his gas station a couple of days a week. I have only been working there a ( Read more... )

It's been more than a year since I've written anything. I've lost two jobs, self respect and my grandmother. I've been put on anti depressants and finally hit the 400lb mark that I've seemingly been moving towards for the better part of my life. I've disappointed everyone I know. My family sees me as a shell of the person I used to be and the few ( Read more... )

I was totally trying to update this every day but things keep coming up. Granted, most of those "things" are just me being lazy and forgetful but that's neither here nor there. I have no idea why I tried to update this now as I'm about to fall asleep at the computer. Gah! I'll try to post more after I get some sleep.

I haven’t updated this journal thing with anything important in almost a year. I think it’s been a mixture of disconnecting with my online friends and a lack of any real drama in my life that made me stop posting. The feeling of disconnect has been building for a while. I’m rarely online and when I am, none of my friends ever seem to be on and when ( Read more... )

So i'm behind in my accounting class, I haven't even started my paper for my writers comp class and the Daily Show is only on four days a week. It's like the whole universe is against me. Still unable to write a proper update of my life but I hope to get to it soon.

Ok, I have returned to Livejournal. Hopefully I'll post more than this tomorrow.

My car was rejected today when I took it to get inspected and it'll cost about $300 to fix.

Amy quit her job today because of a bunch of crap at work.

Merry fucking Christmas.

DisorderRatingParanoid:ModerateSchizoid:HighSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:ModerateBorderline:ModerateHistrionic:LowNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:HighDependent:LowObsessive-Compulsive:Moderate
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