ill be home within the next couple of weeks

i really wish it was april 11th i need to get the fuck out of nh way to much fucking drama in the fucking state its going to be nice where i dont know anyone and get to start over and im 99% sure i will never live up here again now hopefully ill get to see everyone one last time before the 11th when i leave

honstly i think its say to say i really need sleep pills monday night i was over 30hours and yesterday i stayed up about 25 went to bed at 9 in the moring today and for some fucking reason woke up at 9 so i really think i may have a small sleeping problem

p.s last night sucked balls crown royal is not my friend

so ya i might be leaving on monday now or in 3 weeks i got no fucking clue whats going on im so confused i just want to be in charlotte so i know whats happening

yet another night im still up at 4 tonight makes the 4th night in a row i cant sleep and i found out mostly not living for charlotte until the 3rd week in april which fucking blows cause i want to leave right now and not wait but whatever i cant be picky when im not driving or have money to get my ass down there right now

just glad to see everyone dose fucking support the choice i made to fucking leave for awhile everyone can just fuck themselves now i dont think its fucking gay what im doing shit i need to do for myself i cant explain it even if i could none of you would understand so fuck it im out

practice is going somewhat well but having no PA blows pretty bad. But three songs are in the book music wise still need a fucking 2nd guitarst as bad as i need a PA. We should be starting to work on Mr.Bigs to be with you which should be fun but really hard making that fucking metal.

how fucking gay the btk strangler got caught today with out a fucking fight someone as cool as him should not of been caught like that fucking bull shit such a sad day

so ya practice today was great travis brought the mosh heard the 2nd song which was amazing but then i broke my fucking mic wire which is gay so now ill be doing nothing at practice until i find a new job

fuckig new hed(pe) is the fuckign best cd of the year nothing is goign to fucking top it everyone better fucking pick it up tomorrow unless your afraid of the fucking gpunk