i need to vent...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want to run away.

far away.

start over new.

never look back.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

first post since july...nobody reads this. so its pointless.
-im poor. very poor.
-my job sucks
-i am yet to move out
-my car is falling apart. fast.
-my grandpa died a few weeks ago
-i'm no longer in a band
-yet i am happier than i have ever been before.

crazy shit!!!

well...its been about 2 months. i need a good venting ( Read more... )

not much to say. just bored. i've kind of been introverting of late. on purpose. work has stressed me out so much recently, i had to take a step back. i'm now reevaluating how i have been living. taking a step back and soaking everything in. i've been looking to see who my real friends are. i haven't been initiating conversations or anything. just ( Read more... )

not much has been going on of late. but i gotta vent some thoughts anyways ( Read more... )

-yesterday (7th) was my birthday. it was my best one in memory. started out with a 3 hour trip to detroit to motor city guitar. my mommy bought me a new one. and its hella sweet. check out my myspace pics to see it. after that, i came home and downed some halo burger real quick. then i went off to band practice. we played for about an hour. then we ( Read more... )

-tonights show went alright. besides the wedding, it was our first real show. the first song, for me, was terrible. first, i did not have my amp on. then i got it on, still no sound. i wasnt plugged in at my distortion pedal. it went okay for the next 2 minutes. then the extension outlet i was playing in stopped working. started the song with ( Read more... )

i shall make another unneeded update ( Read more... )

-i see the train coming. its close. and it is going to nail me. again. the worst part about it is i am tied down. i cannot run. my only choice is to lay there helpless and watch it before it destroys me ( Read more... )

2 updates in one month. you people are lucky ( Read more... )