yucky. i need to go to work in just a few hours. and of course, i will be welcomed by a nice big semi-truck filled with freight. lemme tell ya somethin folks. it doesn't get any better than an 18 wheeler filled top to bottom, back to front, with lose boxes. good stuff ( Read more... )

-Sevendust - Failure ( Read more... )

well. today was my first decent day i had in, what seems like, a long time. i worked from 8-530. very little bumps. i felt myself getting aggrivated from tiny things so i talked myself down and eventually cooled out. i think thats all i have to do is think things over. then i won't be so moody. somewhere along the line, i lost control of myself. ( Read more... )

What Your Soul Really Looks Like
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first update in about a week. its time ( Read more... )

-today started off kind of bad. last night, i went to bed at about 3. since i didnt have to work until 2, i figured i could sleep til about 11 or 12. well...at about 9 am,in the middle of a rather heavy sleep, which i dont get often, i was awoken by a sharp pain in my abdomen. i tried ignoring it by going back to sleep, but i couldn't. i finally ( Read more... )

after 2 days of rest, i finally feel ok again. i was off work, i avoided almost all contact with anyone outside of home. i had to take my sister to work at 11. i went at 3 to mow my dad's lawn (he is out of town) but it didn't need it. i came home, took a shower. got a haircut at 4. thats all i did. the rest of the day was spent watching tv, surfin ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:LowAntisocial:LowBorderline:LowHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:LowDependent:LowObsessive-Compulsive:Low
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today was a little bit better. i planned on going to the resovoir but i figured i need a day to myself. so i did nothing. i took my grandma some top soil, went to vg's to get my dinner and that was it. the rest of the day was for reflecting. reflecting on life. where i'm at. where i wanna be. what needs to be changed. what can be kept ( Read more... )

today was the worst day i have had in such a long time. its hard to say where it started to go bad. but it seemed like it just got worse as it went on. i got into it with a customer for the 2nd day in a row. i lectured a manager. i yelled at a head cashier. 3 times ( Read more... )