i feel really good about myself. i am growing and maturing in ways i never imagined i would.
yay
this is only the beginning

i haven't written in a while. i think the only reason that i'm writing now is to avoid studying for my french exam tomorrow. since this is our last test before the final, and my teacher drops our lowest test grade, i'm not at all motivated to study ( Read more... )

i am so happy i could essplode

back on track

fine

rob called me today and left a message. he wants to hang out with me. i wasn't expecting his call. i don't expect too much from him. he's been real flakey these past few months. i don't know how i'm supposed to feel about seeing him, since i hardly talk to him that much these days. i've never been able to maintain good relationships with ex's ( Read more... )

it's no good to live your life in fear.
i don't want to fail, but i feel i already have.

everything has been catching up to me lately ( Read more... )

i've been to a total of 9 modelling agencies in the past two days. i was rejected by all except one that expressed an ounce of interest. my weakness is my portfolio. i have close to no good photos. i know what i need to do now, so it's all a matter of being serious and motivated. i can do this.

i'm happy