so fucking crappy....

[themonolithinme]

im retarded and im so stupid...i fucking hate myself now more than ever...i really do...i made someone that i really cared about turn against me...it sux...i hate it...but i deserved that or no actually i deserved more...way more...im thinking about going to go live in chicago and just get away from all this shit...get w=away and never come back...

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[mochanilla19]

rey u need to stop thinking about killing yourself its not the way to go...who is this girl that wont talk to u any more...rey god has a plan for everyone...i bet this isnt the way its suppose to be...maybe he wants you to move back out here maybe thats why everything is going wrong out there...he knows that there are alot of people out here that love u and will care for you! Lucy

[themonolithinme]

yea i know...but its so fucking hard for me...it really sux...and yes i love u all too...