ive made a new Livejournal.

paintxherxred

add me and i'll add you back...

elisha cuthbert is so fucking hot

i dont get it...i mean damn...i really like her...and it kills me that i cant even say "hi"...i mean...god...i wish this had never happened...but then...it was for the better...as long as she knows the truth...i never meant to hurt her...on the contrary...i tried to help her...help her by bringing someone into her life...but my plan backfired...it ( Read more... )

im retarded and im so stupid...i fucking hate myself now more than ever...i really do...i made someone that i really cared about turn against me...it sux...i hate it...but i deserved that or no actually i deserved more...way more...im thinking about going to go live in chicago and just get away from all this shit...get w=away and never come back... ( Read more... )

im here at Tjs and i feel so fucking down...dammit...i feel bad...i need assistance...

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i just got a new user pic..my heart changed..im starting to like nikki reed more than jlo...yes nikki reed is better...but shes catching up to brody...dammit...