LJ: hopefulhearts

eat your heart out.

I was driving tonight ( Read more... )

there will be a rational entry soon

here i am again.
hello
well, i guess this will never end.
i guess it wont.

alot of things on my mind.
alot of things are bothering me
i cant tell anyone
and i dont want to.
im tired.
my eyes
arent even open. and i bet you all i am typing really well this way
goodnight

I guess there are some days when nothing can get through my skin

Its kind of like holding your hands up agaisnt your ears really hard to block it all out,. and all you can hear is a high pitched ringing sound.

:( how am i still sick?
I'm pretty sure I'm going to die.

i dont know who i am anymore

fact #1:
i feel like ive lost my self so many times it doesnt amtter who i really am anymore anyway.

fact #2:
I'm pretty sure more than half of the things i do are terrible for me

Fact #3:
I am not nice enough for him.

Fact #4:
I am not mad i am upset.

Fact #5:
I miss you 99.9 percent of the day.

Fact #6:
I am very sick right now

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Thats not the point,
please dont do that.
fuck, i just love you

I should have expected this...
its always the same