and i don't think you'll ever really understand ( Read more... )

I'm still pretty embarassed from last night.

im taking my brothers out somewhere... i dont know where yet.

He woke me up this morning.
The dream i was having involved my past and things were getting bad.
then he woke me up.
i wish i didnt miss him so much.
He called to hang out today,
maybe tomorrow i said.
maybe tomorrow.

Fuck, i miss him.
i miss him alot.
This is not good.

i know that he will never really be mine.
i know that.
but when i see him and when he smiles at me we fit.
when he kisses me we fit.
when he holds my hand
we fit.
when he calls me and says
" hey, i miss you"
and i think quietly.
i always miss you.
we fit.
but you will never really be mine.
if that makes sense

There is an asian in my bed!

I love livejournal.

ill update tomorrow if i think of something i can add to that

come cuddle with me

i need to sleeeep.

do you know how cute you are?
thank you.