If she goes, I go too ( Read more... )

It's sad that the most significant things going on in her life that I know of, I had to push to get them form her. She doesn't talk. I have to pry in order to find anything out, and I run the risk of angering her everytime I do it. If I never called, never came to see her, never said a word to her, never hugged her, never kissed her, I don't think ( Read more... )

Staring at the sun ( Read more... )

I forgot about this journal . . . A place that no one knows where I can bitch about whatever without having her read it ( Read more... )

funny, but two of those htings are wrong.
well, sort of. I'm not a virgin and I'm fallING in love.

Life is good.

I have a wonderful, beautiful girlfriend, a job (it may suck, but it's money) a great family, I'm begining to piece together my sanity, and I feel . . . Happy.

Inside, I feel like I'm melting. Certian feelings swirl up just at the mention of certain . . . feelings. I don't know. We've switched roles so many times in the past three months, I can't keep track . . .But I can't say I blame you. We're so much alike, we do the same things to each other.

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