i sit here reading everyones enteries about how their off to college going 2 new york or whatever, and i cant help and think about what im doing with myself. i start bcc monday and i dont regret that bc its a good, maybe its not a university but ill transfer in 2 years big deal plus its so muc cheaper. i moved out of my parents house and i live ( Read more... )

well im in conn. with louis family....this is day 9 only 21 2 go. it5s so wierd its like one of those tv vactions were u build puzzles and play monoply and rent movies go to the like go fishing take day trips. its soooo strange i dont get it. the house is great its bigger than any house we have at home. we decided were going to drive to 6 flags 4 ( Read more... )

well i went to prom yay! i felt so pretty with dress nd the make up and nails louis said i was pretty so that made me happy. i went in a limo 2 which was cool. the dance was all pretty everyone look so nice lou spilled food on nikkis dress uh oh lol. louis was the best date ever he made the night perfect. after prom was cool except sals fart!!! lol ( Read more... )

went 2 gradnite....thats all ill say about it. prom is almost here im excited me and ashley have plans hehehehe. louis is gonna look sooooo handsome and sexy not that he doesnt always lol.i start work 2 day bc my daddy is a fathead i cant wait till i turn 18 then im leaveing i cant help it im 2 tired. ib exams start 2 day im not worried bc i dont ( Read more... )

i dunno whats wrong with me i cant stop being sad i dont understand it i have like a horrible empty feeling and i always seem 2 be crying or on the verge of tears i dont understand whats wrong with me i want 2 be happy i do i want it 2 be a month ago when i was happy but its not i dont get it every thing is fine evrything is going great my dad ( Read more... )

u know that crappy wierd feeling u get in ur tummy and it wont go away i have that im sad louis made me sad.

I LOVE U LOUIS UR THE SEXYIST MAN EVER I LOVE UR BELLY HEHEHE

well life has been interesting. went to conn. again with louis i looooovvvvedd it yay! i couldnt stand being away from him 4 three days it almost killed me i just love him so much hehehehe.i have a stuffly nose i hate that.i finally finished all my ib projects now i just need to do simple class work and prepare 4 the test which sucks. years almost ( Read more... )

im doing better 2day i guess shell was evil again last night but i wont even go there.i get 2 go 2 conn. im super excited i want cheakers fries and watermelon!