I hope your fucking happy. I don't even want to go Thursday anymore. I'd rather sit in room by myself and sulk over what an idiot I am. How I shouldn't have even step foot in his door. How I shouldn't have let him woo me with sweet gestures and cozy blankets. Those piercing eyes. That sanctioned touch ( Read more... )

Things I talk about doing but will never do because of constant fatigue and lack of motivation ( Read more... )

Have you ever worked on something so intently your vision blurs from hours of concentration, you're peripheral vision tricks you into seeing shadowy figures move across bedsheets as you're struggling to fall asleep, you obsess over every imperfection not only in what you are creating but inherently in every other aspect of everyday living. Simple ( Read more... )

I swore I would never do one of these.( Read more... )

This morning I woke up and found myself clenching my keys underneath my pillow. I'm so confused.

My gums have been continuously bleeding the past six or seven months. I finally figured out that I've clenched my teeth so much, the gum behind my top right canine separates from the tooth on command. Thus leaving a steady taste of blood in my mouth at all time.

I didn't get out of bed until 5pm today.

I feel sick.
No, not that kind of sick.

This letter was sent to me June of last year through myspace... and I just recently spotted him driving, while I was jogging. Keep in mind I haven't talked to this person since I was about 11 or 12. Ugh ( Read more... )

Death. Death. Death.
Karma. Karma. Karma.

I haven’t updated since April and for the last three days I’ve been trying to write a decent journal… only to fail every attempt. I think I’ll make a list of arbitrary thoughts instead ( Read more... )