I've never wanted you more than at this very moment.


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I'm home drinking the wine Irina left in the refrigerator. Shannon should be here to help me ( Read more... )

I just had about my millionth nightmare.

I could really use a hug.

I drank a bunch of coffee charged with espresso today. And a Pepsi. I can't sleep ( Read more... )

I really hate the saying "they're in a better place now". It's such bullshit. My dad wasn't a selfish person. He wouldn't have wanted to leave and go somewhere better if that meant leaving everyone else miserable. He wouldn't have abandoned us.
Me.

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I haven't updated in what seems like forever so I figured... why not ( Read more... )

I'M SO BEHIND ON EVERYTHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH SCHOOL and I have a final tomorrow and the day after ( Read more... )

I'm sorry if I turned last night into my own personal pity party. I really wasn't trying to grab attention from anyone. Sometimes I just get frustrated with keeping all my personal woes to myself.
Please don't think I'm melodramatic. That would be horrible.

I woke up early intending to get a little extra studying in before taking my philosophy of art exam this morning. Needless to say I should have started studying earlier (duh) but that just wouldn’t have felt right ( Read more... )