so what is family for anyway?
to me it just seems like another fake fairy tale.
i'm glad my life isn't any worse than it all ready is.

it is all just so aggravating. i wish it would end.
i want to be away from here. far away from here.

i wish i knew what was wrong.
like when i am asked "what is wrong"
i want to be able to give an answer.
but i just don't know the answer anymore.
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

another one of those upset moods ( Read more... )

so today....just a normal average everday kinda day ( Read more... )

so this thing...called the past.
i wish i could just forget about it...
but it seems that every time i start to let it go...
it comes back and haunts me.
...like and obsessive stalker.

i wish i could just leave everything and everyone and just start over someplace where no one knows me. :(

i just realized i turn 18 in exactly a month.
go life.
ima go slit my wrists now.
but seriously.
not excited at all...
except for the fact that all of my friends are coming in town to see me.
11 days :/

well i guess this is the downside of now being in college...all my friends now have moved away. and i really kinda miss all of them ( Read more... )

okay so second first day of school. interesting ( Read more... )

hmmm. so college. not so bad i guess. nothing spectacular or anything. i mean. it is school ( Read more... )