i think i like being home when im not so stressed out. seeing ryan is the best thing ever! i love his GEETAR playing skills! <3 among other meaningful skills he has aquired like backflips and his skill at making ninja stars and his perfect aim (even when it involves a starburst and my head)... you warm my heart young man, you really do! you is my ( Read more... )

i hate it when life hits close to home ( Read more... )

im glad schools over so i don't have to deal with getting weird looks all day long from homeschooled weirdos who dont even know what hairspray is. bastards. see, i can say that now without feeling convicted that im making someone " stumble " or be " drawn away from their path ( Read more... )

what to get you for Christmas... buts suck to shop for. especially the one who has everything. except maybe a puppy. but thats out of the question ( Read more... )

i feel like im in a bad avril song.... well that doesnt count cuz theyre all bad ( Read more... )

i stand in the morning ( Read more... )

ughhh!! nevermind... thing are just way too confusing.

note to girls:
stay away from boys...
damned little heart breakers.

oh man ( Read more... )

how am i supposed to feel now? well ill tell ya how i do feel... completely empty. and heart broken. almost guilty. and trustworthy ( Read more... )

i live in a relatively small town. ok, no sugar coating it. very small town! and when weird things happen, they are rare. but i guess they decide to happen all at once. today at work some crazy coked out guy came in and tried to fondel the back of my head. then my friend almost gets shot by some wanna be compton mexican gangster! what the heck man ( Read more... )