im ready to go to murrieta!! i went there today and played with the most wonderful people ever!! i am so excited!!!!everyone is invited to come and visit too!!! see ya there!

now i know im broken hearted.

the wedding for mr. and mrs. micah hubbard was a blast. i learned how to hardcore dance the " real, uh, cool kid" way thanks to dane. and i have just come to realise that i need the Lord more than anything or anyone else in my life. ive been praying that the Lord would just break me down and this weekend has showed me that i need to focus everyday ( Read more... )

so i just mailed off my tuition check and as i was walking back into my house, i realized... wow, im not going to be here in a month am i? im going to have a totally new home with new friends ( but im keepin the old ones so dont freak out on me kids ) and i get to start new. im not peanut anymore. i have always hated that name ( Read more... )

I GOT IN!!! i finally got the definite that i got into bible college! im moving to murrieta in 22 days!!! AHHH!!!

im pretty sure im going insane. why is it that people fight when they feel threatened?-by another person moving in on their domain, or by their pride falling, or just the thought of a great loss that they dont want to admit? i dont get why you can feel so much love for a person and turn around and scream at them. frustration gets the best of me and ( Read more... )

lately a lot of people have been asking me what brett and i are going to do when we have to leave for college. well to tell you the truth, i dont know. and im not planning on making a big "to-do" about it. i think things will go the way they are supposed to. i dont know if me and brett will end up married 4 years from now. probably not. ill ( Read more... )

ive had to work everyday this week!! crap sack! and i need a break. i dont think im going to Atreyu on friday because 1. its at soma and 2. i dont want to get my face kicked in and 3. i hate soma ( Read more... )

Whats with all these people getting married REALLY early? it just seems like all of my friends are getting married within a year of eachother. and im 18 freakin years old ( Read more... )

so... uh i havnt posted anything in a really long time and i think i owe it to all my devoted fans to say a little somthing. well. the hardcore prom was the best thing ive ever seen. two fights that i was present for and then another after i left... stupid santee kids. think theyre all xsraightXedgex and try to start crap at a Christian venue. one ( Read more... )