So this week has been the most stressfull week ever. I didn't get my art history asignment finished until tursday, didn't get it passed in until friday. It was kinda due tuesday. I had a mid term crit tuesday, I forgot my drawings and had to have my mother drive them in last minute which is totally lame on my part. Saturday somehow $91 escaped my ( Read more... )

I'm becoming........comfortable (gasp*) at MECA which is a very bad thing. It means that I'm over sleaping, not doing work when I should, and generally becoming very lazy. I've even made time to eat and read. I'm living healthier but I'm becoming angry with myself for not doing what I should. I hope I can quell these habits, it's exactly what ( Read more... )

You know I totally forgot about live journal. The other day (2:00 in the morning) I was thinking of where to web surf cuz' I was bored and the url just typed it's self ( Read more... )

Summer seasonal depressions suck. Why the hell I have this every year is beyond me. There are some explanations but then again there's an explanation for everything ( Read more... )

I hate feet. I never want to see another foot again. Miss J. assigned me 20 feet to draw from observation over the weekend. At around 30 minutes a foot it took me around ten total hours of staring at feet. for the past 3 nights I've been up till 2:30 drawing feet. I apoligize to everyone who I've griped at about this for the last 3 to 4 days, but ( Read more... )

Today I applied to MECA!!! After much stress and agrivation I finally managed to get everything togeather. Stress relieved......for now. Next on my list :  Mass art by the fifteenth of February and New England Art Institute by.......eventually (eventually = rolling admissions). Perhaps I'll decide on another before I'm done with these. *Sigh* it ( Read more... )

Today was wonderfull. I did wake up to a not so wonderfull start however. I was quite sad, my stomach hurt, and I decided to finish it off with some amnesiac style radiohed. I did manage to get to school via buss which was good and then had some anti sad tea which worked for one of two reasons. Either it did actually work or I made it work by ( Read more... )

no school tomarrow, yay!

Maybe I can sleep in tomarow.....maybe.

Yesterday was pretty much the worst day ever. it was a "get up at five thirty to work at seven untill I get out at four and then argue with my family for the rest of the day" day. I'm greatfull that I don't have those kind of days often.

Today was a "help grandparents move furniture come ( Read more... )

I miss my senior friends.  Those who have now graduated and senior to me rather. I miss not seeing them in the hallways and on fridays and at robotics. Now I am the senior, looked up to by those younger to me as I looked up to those older than I was. And so now I ask myself, am I doing what's right? am I being the senior that my seniors were to me ( Read more... )

Went to portcon. Spent some money. Got some stuff. Played some magic. Ate nothing.

Today is weird. I feel quite apathetic, not to be confused with pathetic or a bad human being because I feel those ways as well. In a while I'll be at the hangin out at friday night such with friends. Hopefully this will fix things. Oh and I found this to be kinda ( Read more... )