Everything at the moment in my life is confusing sometimes things seem okay and then others they just seem like horrible and I don't know why. Hes so perfect yet so irresponsible how come I can't get that happy ending like everyone else gets am I bound to end up like my mother married three times and still looking Or am I bound to be like my Aunt ( Read more... )

well its weird how time can go bye so fast and yet so slow at the same time things are great and then they get bad and then good again but I never thought I could be so hurt in my whole life until the other day. Why is it that I care so much and he doesn't care at all some times seems like things are never fair in my life things come and go just ( Read more... )

WEll love is crazy it makes alot of us do things that maybe we wouldn't necessarily do. I love being with my baby he makes me feel special I fucked up major a couple days ago and it opened my eyes to alot of things i was scared i was going to loose him. I haven't felt like this about anyone I can not express my feelings enough for this boy. I ( Read more... )

well my baby came over today at 11:20 in the morning and we chilled until around 3:30 i don't think there is one place in my house we didn't make out in hes something else and i do believe that he just may be the one for me. Many say that love isn't really until later on in your life however i haven't felt like this for any other person so far. I ( Read more... )

Well I went on my first date with Eddie its crazy how much he likes me and how much i like him. were an official couple now its weird to say hey hes my boyfriend. I called him the other day and i mentioned i wanted the soundtrack from RENT and next thing I know he bought it for me thats weird and i didn't want him to do that but i <3 my cd lol i'm ( Read more... )

I swear if i stay at el pollo loco i'm going to end up with high blood pressure not to mention the fat i have gained because i eat there constantly ugh! but yea enough venting about my job i should be focusing on the positives let me see it pays for y car and gives me money that i would not otherwise have and i never would have met eddie but ya ( Read more... )

something incredible has happened in my life lol well i talked to all my teachers and there all really willing to work with me so i can pass and graduate Even though i seriously haven't been going to class however tats stopping and i finished all my math hw that i was missing and i'm going to turn it in for points tomorrow along with my ( Read more... )

Ok so i'm working drive thru today and this stupid freakin idiot starts yelling at me because i'm not listening to his order and i simply asked him to reapeat it. Then i get yelled at by the cook because I didn't ask him if we had 12 breast and i sold it then freakin 8000 cars in the damn drive thru today so to make matters worst i clocked out for ( Read more... )

Today was interesting i went to work then home then computer and now i'm on livejournal however i am so ehind on what it is I have to do for school i find myself swimming in this unknowing pit of failure am i going to even graduate I hope so but i'm extremely behind on every class i'm in and i have so much stuff due in English i'm just about ready ( Read more... )

Dude i haven't been on here in forever but since i have updated o much has happened in my life i have finally decided to set aside my differnces with meghan and me and her are cool now. Friends are still the same however seems like alot of us have grown apart majorly. I am seriously getting involved with someone very close to me that is a first ( Read more... )