Things I want ( Read more... )

words are slow to come today. I'm listening to music for what feels like the first time in years. I'm trying to fill myself up with song. Right now, reading and music are what I'm trying to sustain off of. Well, that and a box of roasted garlic triscuits that are more MSG than they are carbohydrate. yum ( Read more... )

The new job ( Read more... )

Christ I'm tired ( Read more... )

I catheterized a woman today. I'm a real nurse now ( Read more... )

I failed at sandwich making this morning. peanut butter, jelly, banana and honey -a faux panache sandwich. I was very excited for this sandwich, but for some ungodly reason the honey tastes like garlic. So much for that idea. I cannot make myself eat a banana and garlic flavored anything ( Read more... )

I found out this afternoon that I will be in Washington DC for the first few days of "spring break ( Read more... )

The weather outside has hints of spring in it, despite the fact that there was a blizzard yesterday. Oh New England, you are so exhausting ( Read more... )

Today the goal is to breathe smoothly and purposefully all day long. I keep my misty meadows worry stone in my right hip pocket on days like today. the caduceus my sister gave me sits between my clavicles and my sternum, always, to remind me, encourage me, and in some ways, describe me ( Read more... )

I'm sliding. I've hit that wall where I don't trust my fingers anymore, and holding my coffee cup in the air is a risk. There are no classes that I look forward to. Clinical makes me feel worse than my classes. My weekends and weekdays are not my own. I have not done anything recreational in weeks. I don't look forward to socializing, eating, ( Read more... )