hey whats up.....I had an interesting start to my day today...I needed to literally roll myself out of bed because I was simply unable to move....I was on muscle relaxers for about 3/4 of the day...but eventually things got better...I'm starting to get used to the work load this year....it really isn't that much more than last year....but these ( Read more... )

hey hows everyone today.....I'm doing ok....been doing a lot of thinking which isn't exactly good for me..but i managed...anyway...school is starting off well...it seems quite easy....however i think i'm going to have to take pre-calculus in the summer, because i cant take it this year...major bummer....wanted to get that done....anyway...coyles ( Read more... )

Yeah.....first few days of school....and i'm already getting an erie feeling.....like some of the ones i had last year.....that old familiar one.....but hey.....its probably cuz i've been under severe depression for about a year and a half...steming from what happend to me last year....quite traumatic....but not for the reasons one might think..... ( Read more... )

You really want to know what I'm feeling right now......well it would easilly be characterized by calling it anger, but its soooo much more than that..I HATE LIFE....being handicapped SUCKS....no one really understands that...only ones in my position do....and guess what....they cant move, TALK OR COMPREHEND MODERN ENGLISH....LITERALLY!!! THEY CANT ( Read more... )

Its about time that I actually said what I really felt......I see my friends in relationships...with people they love...and likewise....I on the otherhand have this overwhelming sense of lonleyness all the time....I just wish I had someone that loved me....and believe me...I'm not one looking for simpathy just simple understanding of how i feel.... ( Read more... )

yea..hows everybody doing.....I played golf today....and regretfully with an extremely bad back.....but reguardless i'm playing in a tournament tomarrow....either way it was a beutiful day....Went to the movies yesterday with some friends and got a surprise...by fluke luck too.....we went to see The Brothers Grim....It was pretty good...but also ( Read more... )

hey, whats goin on......just got home...actually thought i was going to be out longer but that didn't happen...Made up my mind about a lot of things....relieved that I can relax for the rest of my summer....this week has been full of different stuff......My head is finally starting to clear up which is definetly a good thing....and I might go ( Read more... )

Today was quite an interesting day.....went off into day dream world many times....there are a couple things I desperately need to do in the near future....but I really think i'm afraid to do them......If one of my friends were still alive, I think he would tell me just to go and do it.....its worse holding it in....but there is just a part of me ( Read more... )

Seany's here....today......Spent most of my time at home....pictures from my b day were developed and I found that the person from CVS cut out a lot of the photos and isolated me and one other person more often than not which tends to creep me out a bit..(just because of who that person is)..cuz they really have never met me at all.......Worked out ( Read more... )

Sup yall.....Thought I'd tell you how the rest of my summer has gone......turned 18 earlier this month......had a very fun (and interesting) birthday party......Haven't really played golf all that much in the last month.....I really have been taking a lot of time off from it......Trying to spend a bit more time with my friends.....I'm down to about ( Read more... )