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theoldcatlady

Biopsy and Regaining a Lost Sense

Oct 03, 2008 00:51

The nutshell version: Had the biopsy today. Lots of cutting, lots of blood. In this doc's experience, it doesn't look like cancer, however...the white bit around the central ulcerous-looking thing could be leukoplakia. I'll know the results in about a week ( Read more... )

tongue, 6th sense, tantrum, ssri, death, biopsy

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addyit October 3 2008, 07:06:00 UTC

you are one TOUGH cookie. i'm so glad you're okay! one thing i do, if i need to take myself away from where i am, is look for face shapes, or suggestions of them. :-)

is that what it's called? broadcasting?

hmmm. ~shall ponder this~ because i know i've done this, what you describe. i've done it, my mum's done it, i've had people who have just died do it, strangers.... goes on. gets involved with dreams, too, but (i think) only when i'm not taking sleeping meds.

i wanted to ask. the ones who live with you- the ghosts. one of them was from the 30s, hmm? a man, well-dressed? because, i remember the dream i had at your house- and i distinctly think one of them was playing with me a little bit. not in a negative sense at all- just.... well, i'd have to explain it. i'm not sure if it's all my imagination (which runs riot like lava, sometimes), but again, maybe not. might have been something you tolf ME, and it popped up in my dream in reference to what you said, to the figures you all have seen, known.

~sends love, and swift healing~

theoldcatlady October 3 2008, 07:56:41 UTC

"is that what it's called? broadcasting?"

For lack of a better term, it's what we (the family) call it. It does get involved with dreams sometimes, yes. OH! Reminded me, that's another thing, my dreams have been really vivid as I've been off the meds.

Yep, we have a gentleman, well dressed. He likes music and sits in the front room a lot.

addyit October 3 2008, 11:28:42 UTC

actually, that's a great term. imprinting is another that could be used, except it sounds more like you're stepping on somebody. or, you're licking their chromosomes and getting germs on them.

because i distinctly heard music in the dream. there was a large mirror, and the whole front area, where i slept, was done up fancy. the music was... well, it was wonderful. i heard jazz, but not jazz. i heard classical, but not classical. it was soft, all around. the colors were vibrant, red, and warm. i saw it was the 30s, or perhaps the 20s, because i saw how i was dressed- except it WASN'T me, not my face, but it was. my hair was dark, and short, bob-style, and i wore red, flapper=style. the whole dream was steeped in red, with dark brown tones.

i think i was in the place of a woman he knew. maybe. maybe not. i don't know HOW, but... well, your gentleman ghost was... attentive. ~shifty eyes~

pmoodie October 3 2008, 09:08:57 UTC

Yikes, that sounds like a pretty horrible experience. But I'm glad you got through it and I hope the results are good.

Hooray for multiple orgasms and being you again! :D

caseytalk October 3 2008, 12:44:10 UTC

Maybe if you're off the drugs for a while you'll be better able to manage the furies?

I'm glad the biopsy is over and I hope you'll have good results back soon.

Kiss the kids for me!

gaeriwitch October 3 2008, 13:37:24 UTC

Ouch, that biopsy sounds a bit nasty. Go you for standing through it like that.
And yay on feeling so alive again :)

missdiane October 3 2008, 14:03:41 UTC

I hope the results turn out to be non-cancerous - then that nasty procedure would've been worth it?

How long were you on the SSRIs? I agree with Casey that the longer you're off them, the less severe the anger might be (then again, your sensitivity might also chill a little too but there's always a tradeoff)