Some days, I feel as though I may just be crazy. And then I remember that I'm not, so it's all better ( Read more... )

Crack me a smile.
That sheepish little grin you carry with you,
never wavering, never vanishing.
Remind me why I exist.
Remind me why I'm human.
Remind me why i fell in love.
Here's to one more year.
Another year closer to dust,
and another smile to hold with me.
To remind me of everything.

They wanted me to stay. I could see it in their eyes. I could see it in her eyes. But i couldn't. The hardest thing I've ever had to do, was say good-bye. And I'm not even finished doing that. I suppose it's a long standing testament to what i used to be. The "legend" that was the idiocy of my youth. A seemingly wasted venture into a not so vast ( Read more... )

I'm staring at this starburst, wondering why there is a "retro" flavor, and why it has to have a white wrapper. Disco Berry? It's interesting, the little things that throw me off into a tangent of thought and subsequent questioning of my environment. More over, is it that simple, to just eat the damned thing, and be content with the flavor, or spit ( Read more... )

I hold nothing but the deepest contempt for practically everyone i come into contact with. Maybe it's the exposure to larger city living in such a confied area, or maybe, it's the endless stream of stupidity that flows and babbles form from these people's mouths.  Who knows. Aside from my own hatred of practically everyone, it's been a good time. ( Read more... )

If anything could be said, it'd be that im getting antsy. Classes dont start for 2 more weeks, im going out out of my mind, straight up ( Read more... )

I've become very content with my life. Everything is... complaciant, easy, and enjoyable.  And man, am i tired of feeling lonely. I'm not even emotionally lonely, just.. i hate not being near like minded people. But aside... everything is here.  Around you and i, watching the dance we all do.  And im so glad that i've discarded my regrets.  Somehow ( Read more... )

Sometimes, i feel the only way I'm ever happy is if I'm the center of attention. And, how far from the truth can it be? I hate myself so much sometimes, mainly because I'm such an introvert, and can't relate any kind of emotion to anyone without feeling an immense amount of doubt about myself.  It's all very silly, the way i think. It's like I'm ( Read more... )

nagging responsibilities cast away, i was FINALLY able to see my friends up home.  and it was grand, ill say. drunken stupors,  clouded hazy days, and some interesting conversations reminded me why i feel so alone down here.  but, then again... 
seeing the way my friends still think drinking and ass are the coolest things on this planet remind me of ( Read more... )

Im just happy, thats all.