This is the title to a book I started writing in high school while dating Heidi. It was something she said when she started getting bad with her depression and wanting to cut and such. I'm finding now a decade later that this holds truth to myself. It starts around the week prior to thanksgiving and through the holidays I get pretty depressed come ( Read more... )

I've re read this several times and I can't determine if this is good or bad but seems like both ( Read more... )

Should there be pain in love?
Should I hurt so bad from missing someone so much?
Should I ache so bad because I'm uncertain how she feels towards me
Should love be painful?

I don't know what I'll get tomorrow I'm just holding on to hope that things will grow and get brighter

I just have a lot of feelings for her

Loving her has been the most difficult thing I have ever endured in my life so far. Loving her is a pain unlike any other. But I can't leave, because I love her...

My girlfriend has been in a bit of a funk lately ( Read more... )

Dear Brendan ( Read more... )

Sometimes I find myself staying up late thinking about war. I have not seen war, I probably never will. I wish that no one ever has to endure the hell that comes with war. I have many military friends, I've heard the stories. Some are simple and left with few words others are graphic and troubling to hear. Everyone of these brave men I know have ( Read more... )

This isn't easy
But what is?

Blood, Razor blades and Hospitals
Leave uneasy feelings

Until lately I didn't think my past effected my present

A mans word is all he has
Honestly, integrity and chivalry
Amount to nothing
This day of age is unpleasant
For a gentleman
The days of being humble and kind
Get us no where
Even personal satisfaction
Is not gratifying

Heavy is the heart ( Read more... )