Sleepless nights haunt me every day ( Read more... )

I am 27 and still using LJ ( Read more... )

I know I'm not a perfect person, I have my issues and I have my faults. Right now I'm asking myself why I deserve to feel the way I do. Lonely and depressed. I've been dealing with the dating scene off and on for over a year now and I'm finding disappointment everywhere. I have been on a few amazing dates, dates that have gone so well with the ( Read more... )

Just sitting in my truck waiting for my buddy to show up so we can get to work. Thinking I work too much but at the same time I need to ( Read more... )

Not sure how to fix "me ( Read more... )

I have been trying for a while to log into this and maybe a month or two ago I started putting in the username and password and it just worked. Then I needed to replace my phone and i forgot it again. Just now I'm laying in a hotel room in Tilton NH feeling well lonely and depressed, figuring why not give it another go and like it was nothing I ( Read more... )

I finally figured out my password just from shear luck I downloaded this app and occasionally I try passwords, tonight I tried it and somehow my thumbs just typed the correct password first try as if I've been doing it forever lol ( Read more... )

It sure has been ages since I've last posted on this, let alone even log in. I find that winter is a depressing time for me. I find that I do a lot of reflecting during the winter months, a lot of memories come back. I need to talk to someone but I also don't feel like getting in depth at the moment, it's a strange feeling to want to talk but not ( Read more... )

It has been years since my last post. A lot has changed, mostly for the better. Yet here I am laying down in the garage alone with feelings of regret, loneliness and a deep sadness. One would think this quite normal for someone in my situation. However I find myself being more of an optimist with realistic views. Tonight I just want to be left ( Read more... )

so the last two days have been awesome!!! being sept 30th and oct 1st, both days we havent fought and have gotten along well!!! no problems or sketchy situations have come up, thank god ( Read more... )