THE END OF AN ANCHOR

I was away for a while
But I'm hoping someday you'll forgive me
Though I don't deserve it
I'll cherish it well if you give me
One of your new starts
Just one more last chance
I swear that I'll earn it
If you front me for now
I'm good for it I swear
I'm better now I swear

In earlier days
They'd persecute people
They'd carry them ( Read more... )

I don't know what I want so don't ask me. Cause I'm still trying to figure it out. I don't know what's down this road. I'm just walking, trying to see through the rain coming down. Even though I'm not the only one who feels the way I do... I'll be strong. I'll be wrong but life goes on. Oh I'm just a girl trying to find her place in this world. Got ( Read more... )

Despite the fact that I am pissed as hell that he had to break my heart for things to turn out this way, I do believe that God knows what He is doing. I needed this week/weekend. I needed to know that it is possible for me to make friends despite all the crap that i have been through. I don't have to be alone. I needed these past few days because I ( Read more... )

Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight.
And now I regret the day we met.
And help me forget your name.

So this is what a broken heart feels like? It's funny cause I thought i knew this feeling back in highschool but now looking back it doesnt even compare. With one breath comes tears. With ( Read more... )

I just wanted to hear you say "I'll never break up with you. I want to be with you forever," or anything along those lines. But the words i heard were "I don't plan on breaking up with you, and "I don't know." I just want you to know because I can't be anymore sure. I rather have a broken heart than a mislead one.

How did He do it? Forgive those who nailed him to the tree?

Amazing Grace.

Jesus how did you do it? Forgive those who nailed you to that tree? So many turned against you yet you loved them all the same. I wish i knew that kind of grace, and forgiveness. I wish i had that strength to rise above.

I'm sorry for the misplaced anger.  I've forgotten how ( Read more... )

I sat watching a flower
as it was withering
I was embarrased by it's honesty
so I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face
not this fucking wreck
that's taken it's place.

6,602,224,175  and I just need one to stay, to stick around. But my hope is fading now.

What I would do to just rewind. But who's to say that even if I do hit rewind and write over the things that I regret, that these things, these troubles, won't find themselves in the next season, or even the next episode of my so called life. Rewinding and erasing doesn't keep me from knowing that they were there. It just keeps others from watching

This isn't what i hoped for. But when is it ever. People always leave.
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I just want a friend that will stay.