so. it occured to me that i only write in here when i'm depressed. and i haven't been depressed in almost two months. i'm due, i guess ( Read more... )

i have completely fallen for scott.

summer flings are the best.

one of my biggest pet peeves is when people write something off before they even experience it or take the time to listen to it. another one of my biggest pet peeves is when people write it off, take the time to listen, THEN love it. megan and j gave me such a hard time about listening to O.A.R.. they bitched in the car whenever i played them. i ( Read more... )

i feel really empty today. i miss being a kid when all of my problems could be solved with a peanut butter and jelly sandwich cut into triangles and a hug from my mom. i feel like i don't try hard enough to be someone important. that my life holds no real value at times because i don't take the time or energy to earn it. everytime i feel like this ( Read more... )

GOSH. things are so amazing lately. i love spring because, even if everything else in my life is falling apart, i can look outside or walk outside or even think about..outside, and know that it's beautiful. but. things aren't falling apart. it seems like all of a sudden everything is coming together. school is coming to an end. thank god. i slacked ( Read more... )

i have really good intuition. when i meet someone, i can usually tell what role they're going to play in my life, if any. when i met scott, i felt like i'd been smacked in the face. i could feel the connection we had when we barely said two words to each other. he has amazingly expressive brown eyes and seems like the type of guy who i could sit ( Read more... )

rough copy of speech w. amie ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about this for awhile. thinking about it in the kind of abstract way, like I do so often, where I'm not clearing thinking, just skimming over the thought. for so, so long I've dreamt and pondered and fantasized at the thought of leaving here. escaping to a big city surrounded by people, poetry readings, cafes, watching sunsets on ( Read more... )

it's funny how when you think a memory is almost completely faded, something occurs to color it in again. last night, carrie and i were meeting j and megan for dinner, but we had about an hour to kill before we were going to meet, so the two of us went to target. i was really excited about buying the john mayer dvd. really. excited. then, we were ( Read more... )