I'm not doing well. infact I am doing horrible ( Read more... )

i absolutely hate my job. i want to quit. i will quit and when i do it will be the sweetest damn day. i can not wait. gets me a full time job and rack in the dolo. kinda like moo moo. rich ass mother fucker ( Read more... )

mary is coming over.

LaLa from Mtv is so annoying.

Last night i was at nate brynt's. havent seen him in 4 years *but i loved it*.

eric and molly <^>too drunk to drive home last night<^>--------they left their cars somewhere but I didnt want either of them to drive ( Read more... )

today is erics show and im missing another one. thats gay. but hopefully i will get to party with the kids later on. I've heard very little about the party going on tonight but whatever, im down. I just saw colleen a lil bits ago and her hair looks really good. (she got a bunch BUNCH of blonde highlights in it) I would love tp put blonde in my ( Read more... )

fuck i've been so busy! I never get to go online anymore and I fuckin hate it. Work has sucked a lot lately. Every day I walk in there and hate it a little more. It seems like a very breezy job, and its breezy, but I have a lot of cleaning to do by the end of the shift and I am fucking tired of doing the same work every day. I am so glad my mom ( Read more... )

Who knows how long I've loved you ( Read more... )

ive noticed something. tonight i was at a party. probably the most fun I have had in a LONG time. good true fun. and ive noticed something. a friend of mine and her boyfriend. i was watching how they were together. and it was beautiful. she was puking her brains out. and she was so comfortable with her boyfriend sitting right next to her. and it ( Read more... )

im so fucking pissed off frustrated angry mad confused tired and done with all this fuckin bullshit. i hate it so much and im so sick of it. one day i wont take this anymore. im sick of feeling bad about it when i shouldnt. fuck this fuck you and fuck everything.

I went to medieval times today. My grandpa, grandma, aaron, michael and me. We celebrated mikes 5th birthday, even thought his birthday was like a month ago. it was fun. had a good time. I'll update more later. i want to watch Notorious BIG driven on VH1.

wow i really love the Jennifer Lopez song. it gets me going. and the new Mariah Carey song. Molly doesnt like it but I love it and so does natalie, so i have someone to sing it with. I just got back from my uncles surprise 70th birthday party. He lives in Arizona with my aunt. I never ever get to see my dads side, so it was extremely ( Read more... )