yea so why didn't u just tell me?? " i have a lot on my mind, i want to say it but i dont know how to put it. do u know what i wanna say??" NO i dont!! sayyyyyyyyyyyy ittttttttt!!!!!  god... i guess i get my hopes up soon, even though i tell myself i dont cause i dont wanna be those stupid girls, but sometimes u just cant help being a girl damnit ( Read more... )

get a hobby she says.. like it's something u can go buy at the local drug store.  soon everyone will dissapear and their existance will be perished.  u won't have time to think, and u will be happy.  it sounds so easy, i want to jump up and grab it, and i keep trying, i keep jumping, but it's not enough it's nvr enough.  take me away from here i ( Read more... )

i love it..

hardcore gangsta represent! hahaha..

ok im done.. it was fun.
im a FREAKIN iNsOmNiAc!!!!!!!!! help..please!!!

yea so my monitor was being gay it wouldnt show crap so i had to go out and buy a new one finally, after a month.  its late i dont feel like fully updating. u didn't even try, why do I try???  its amazing not even a regular ol friendship works, i have to stop trying ur very undeserving, yet temptation always gets to me. i hate u period.

      hot pink is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator
haha so my FAV color!!

my kitty is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator
awww yes she is!

taking back sunday is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator
oh yes they are!!!

ok so last wed was a pretty good day!! first i went to my moorpark class, i had missed a couple classes, and we had to go up and say what we learned and blah blah. its an interpersonal communication class so evryone was saying some personal stuff, i thanked the teacher cause that is the FIRST  college course i have taken that i actually liked, ( Read more... )

ok, so i hate people that don't call back, i know im being somewhat of a hypocrite cause somtimes im not that great at callling back either, but still.. u should!! makes me mad, i start when it's ovr all the time, it's getting ridiculous really.  finals r around the corner and im kinda happy cause then it will be ovr for a while... till spring, i ( Read more... )

( i promise ill love u forevr and a day )

school is gay, when i go to heaven im gonna kill the person that invented it.

ok so last wed i went to susies house cause she was leaving thurs at 6 am.. those army people.. yea she went back to Iraq, or Kuwait, wherever they ship her off to. it was me, leydy, gus and mike, i had not seen gus in a year! he gained weight hahaha
ah- i think im ( Read more... )

A Y E A R ago, (exactly)
1. i went to a quinceanera
2. dressed up all pretty
3. was kinda confused
4. made it seem like there might be some interest
5. got my hopes up..

Y E S T E R D A Y, I:
1. went shopping!!!
2. bought earrings and a bad ass jacket.. black with a fuzzy hood, i love it!
3. and not with my money.. hehe
4. ran some errands with my sis
5. and ( Read more... )