so. i'm just tired. frustrated. i'm very sad right now. tears are forming in my eyes... and it's all over a boy... perhaps...

for once.. i thought that maybe things were different with this one... he just came online.. didn't say anything to me.. hasn't called... whatever.

i'm done.

tom came over last night. he is so much fun. so caring and thoughtful and funny... and.... and.... i like him. i got butterflies in my stomach everytime he would put his arms around me... and kiss the top of my head... we (once again) sat around and talked and talked... and laughed.. and it was/is fabulous ( Read more... )

i never really update this anymore because most of the time i don't feel like i have anything to say really... but now i totally do ( Read more... )

i don't even know how to sum up or describe with words how much fun this past weekend was. for starters, let's just say that i would not want to make another trip to vegas without the 2 people that i went with the past 3 days. i went with my best friend in the whole world and ___. who is so family... watching them interact makes me ask the ( Read more... )

last night was casey' limp bizkit listening party at the hard rock in citywalk. it was cool. in the words of ___ "i'm not a fan of limp bizkit,but i am a fan of casey!" she did a really good job with it. it looked really good. i went with allison and chris. i've missed allison a lot and it was fun to hang out with her. it was karaoke night at the ( Read more... )

same shit. different day. i don't know why i bother to write in this thing... type in this thing.. whatever...

sigur ros is definitely soothing my mood. i feel so sick. my stomach hurts. my whole body aches... i hope i'm not getting sick... maybe i'll just cut this entry short and go to bed.........

good bye

time-out soooooooo.... the person that i'm not speaking to at the moment... called me at work yesterday telling me he loves me and he's sorry and all that jazz. what he said is still stuck in my head, though.. u know? but we all fuck up and make mistakes... and lord knows that when i mess up i like to be forgiven or at least given another chance to ( Read more... )

_ _ _ _ : we are no longer friends. i refuse to deal with your childish antics. you CANNOT complain about other's flaws when you do the same shit yourself.

i'm just too annoyed for words right now.

i'm out. peace

friday+i worked til 7 and lauren picked me up at like... 10:00 or so. we then began our adventure to gordon, alisa and justin's place. our first stop was at a gas station to get... gas[!!] as well as some alcohol and treats. then it was off to carl's jr for food so we weren't drinking on an empty stomach.. (for those of you who know my track record ( Read more... )

well... the answer to that question will just have to wait... because it's 5:30 in the am... and i cannot even remember the last time i was up this late... and i'm extremely tired. my eyes keep closing......

the suspense until my next entry just might kill you.