i have missed being with my boys so much. i'm so excited for tonight. i'm talking to chris and drew right now as i write this.. and

I love them so much!

chris makes me laugh ALL the time.

it's his birthday today! so we're going to lawry's in beverly hills and then to RAGE.
i'm excited.

life is made of moments like this.

hearing you voice just does something to me.i know who i wrote that to. and ____ should know that i wrote it to ___ ( Read more... )

last night was great. despite the stupid obnoxious phone calls to AOL... having casey and terri here... always makes things 100x better ( Read more... )

atmosphere is one of the most amazing lyricists. his lyrics tell stories.. he makes you want to listen to what he has to say. i think that's amazing.

he wrote me an e-mail tonight. we haven't spoken for... maybe 3-4 months... he asked me if we could talk.. he feels like shit. well, he made me feel like shit when he said he couldn't take being my ( Read more... )

i've decided... that the music that ALWAYS makes my day better is hip-hop ( Read more... )

who knows what a day will bring?today i wanted to wake up early so i could pick up something for someone... guess that will have to wait... hopefully i'll be able to get my lazy ass outta bed tomorrow morning early. hah. work started out like any monday. it was made 10x better when alex called to fill me in on his weekend. i always feel better ( Read more... )

today was nice.
+waking up and washing clothes
+watching the mary j blige dvd
+watching the abstract rude dvd
+catching up with my sister when she came home
+rearranging my room a lil bit
+just letting myself fall asleep
+ordering pizza and cinna stix mmmmmmm ( Read more... )

first, today was so much fun! i love you always and forever.
+being productive before noon on a saturday
+venice beach
+yummy chinese food
+"omg. did i eat my fortune?!"
+shopping
+the one-man band
+the snake guy
+bargaining for your new wallet
+the getty
+taking LOTS of pictures that are just too fun to share with LJ
+appreciating art
+YUMMY ( Read more... )

i followed robert's advice and i told you how i feel about you. although, if you've read my journal... i think you probably already knew. i'm not regretting telling you. i've never regretted telling you anything. i trust you a lot and i'm not worried. should i be? i guess i'll find out soon enough. how odd that i'm talking to you right now as i'm ( Read more... )

i don't even feel like writing in here right now... but i'm frustrated with boys.

why can't it just be easy?!