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I'm losing my job in three weeks. Sam Goody is closing, and I don't feel like trying to get a job at another of the local TransWorld stores. It doesn't make much of a difference to me at this point. I was planning on quitting anyway. I'm still debating whether I want to seek out a new job at the moment or not. My social life has been hurting ( Read more... ) -
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I'm beginning to think that I've become so comfortable on the phone that it's the easiest situation to fall asleep for me. Or maybe I've just been really tired lately. It's taken less than 30 minutes for me to pass out on the phone two nights in a row. If that's not pathetic, then I don't know what is. I don't even bother saying that I won't ( Read more... ) -
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I'm sitting on the edge of my bed at 2:00 a.m. trying to write an essay on House of Leaves. Nothing fills the room except silence and the light from the monitor. School is in the morning, and it's absolutely mandatory I turn this essay into my teacher in about 7 and a half hours. That's 7/8 of the required four pages to go. I hate how life can be ( Read more... ) -
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I'm lying in bed at 2:00 p.m. reading House of Leaves and listening to Agalloch. I don't know if I have to work today or not. I really don't care. This is the most beautiful part of this album. I wish all life were this simple. -
gah
My emotions are doing me in. Every few seconds, I'll shift back to another mood. It's no good for me. Joy, depression, guilt, anger, jealousy, loneliness, love, fatigue, restlessness, anxiety, fear, stress, boredom. All in the course of several hours. It's really driving me into the ground right now. I'm so emo my emotional roller coaster ( Read more... ) -
Ho Hum
School started back two and a half weeks ago, and I've finally gotten back into the swing of things. I think it's shaping up to be the best year of school I've ever had, but I could be wrong. I'm at that point where I "need" to start figuring out what I'm going to be doing with myself, and I've received some threats that if I don't, then pain ( Read more... ) -
I rule ruin.
Feh. I don't think it's worth it. Any of it ( Read more... ) -
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I had a dream last night that made me start regretting a few years ago. I just have the feeling that I ruined a lot back then. And only now does it really start to bother me. Things felt perfect in that dream and nothing was special about it other than the people. Maybe it's some kind of link to my current situation. How I'll be involved in ( Read more... ) -
Message in a bottle
Danielle makes me very upset. I don't know what this means. No one else seems to do it to me and it's usually over the smallest things. I don't understand anything of what I'm doing. I'll do something stupid. Say something stupid. It won't entirely be my fault, but goddammit I always play a big part. I don't want to spread my wings or find ( Read more... ) -
Hi, LiveJournal
So I left my last one with the intention of not coming back because I was quite tired of the site and how it affects people. Updates will continue to be sparse and lax like they were during the last few months of my last journal. I don't have the time or care enough about pubically disclosing information about myself to make a post every day. ( Read more... )